What i do ?

First time the combat of life with life,
First time the war between truth and the hype.

First time one half of mind say go for vocation,
The other half say go for satisfaction.

Some say look for yourself,
Heart say justify for yourself.

One mind say "you need career",
Other mind say "re-think your motive".

Life say " let me live in comfort" ,
Soul say "why can't life be disrupt"

Faith say " i am with you",
Greed say "how can i leave you".

Path say " i show you the destiny",
Destiny say "Change the path my dear".

I am impotent to conclude this poem. It need ataraxis,it need assuredness.